eternity .

tomorrow tomorrow will be the 23rd so hint hint la eh . hahaha . at 3 later, im going to accompany my dad to buy stuffs for my brother engagement. and proudly, ii would like to say that i cooked just now with the help of my pregnant sister. yeaps, hear it right. we cooked fishball soup and fry cencaru fish. haha. and dad say it's delicious. hahahaha. can you believe it. actually partly, sister cooked the soup while i fry and season the fish which taste nice. so second mission for now, im going to cook for dy next to boast around. ahah. tmorrow will be cooking lontong. hope it turns out well.

me and abg sharul is still waiting for the buffering of two movies. one is paranormal activities and 2012. he, being the irritating brother in laws is reading my post and keep on complaining bout how i boast around about the cooking. yesterday was mre annoying. can you believe it, i was about to have a rmantic chat with my baby, somehow someone spoilt the atmosphere. thanks abg shahrul. he stooded behind my chair and peeked on what ive chat, yes, that irritating. and dy keeps on laughing cos whatever abg shahrul says, i type it out. hahaha.

it 3pm already and the movies hasnt finish uploading. how pathetic can this get. i miss boyf so much. intend to meet but his having his soccer math with his team and. sedih pe? i think he will be coming to bro engagament day. ouuuu, i cant wait.

i think i stop here. enough of the update. gtg. bye ! oh and last ly,

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY .

I LOVE YOU

AND MAY WE BE BLESSED

TO LAST LONGER .

i'm so elated, i get to go back home this weekend. means, i get to online and at least update. nothing much to update actually. everyday seems to be a typical day. firstly, i have to take care of my nephews and mum. mum is healing a little. glad and happy for her. family is busy with my brother's fiance preparation. while, i have no time to meet my baby. how pathetic can it get. but but, i met him on monday. i told mum i'm missing someone. it was the most joyous day ever. i was like a little girl jumping out of joy just because i get to meet him. than my day is back to normal.

i didnt even prepared for prom night which falls on 25 november. i use almost all recycled thngs. yes, i have no choice . family is having a bad financial crisis and i think it is really not necessary for me to add to their burden. so, just let it be. i dnt mind people saying how old fashioned i might look cos i know deep inside im gorgeous. cheeeeey prasan pe aku .

taking care of mum is not a bad thng afterall. i love taking care of her. to simplified, i love my mum. how horible or smelly she is, i still willing to clean her up. even when im fast asleep, the moment she need to go to the toilet, im willing to opened my eyes and accomapny her. it was really an honour to do all that. but sometimes, things change. my mood would be easily destroyed. i might get frustrated at times. yes, it was really irritating. must still deep inside, i would feel guilty whenever i accidentally shouted at mum. im sorry mum. i think i end here. am waiting for the mac delivery man to send my food. im hungry now. hhahahhaha. bye people.

at last, it's over

im gg to sleep at my sister house starting tommorrow till December .

there's no internet connection .

it's going to be very boring.

taking care of my nephew, mum and wont be gg to meet dy .

dy start works tomorrow .

good luck, i love you and going to miss you .

i'm going to cry comfirm !

i love you !

with loves ,

EYQA JAMBU.

tomorrow will be my last paper . and i am elated cos i get to meet my dearest boyf after so long. it was really great but only if he isn't sleepy like how he is just now. so irritating . he wont listened to me what ! hahahahah. ok laaaa. so tomorrow gg to be my Science MCQ paper. i am very lazy to open my books now and mug. no idea why. shall do it later on laa, i think.

so me and fadd is thinking of rebuilding a new soccer team as the previous one was a failure. i was really keen in building new one bt i dont know whether this will goes on or not cos im going to busy after my mum's operation.  but there's some girls already who agreed to be in our team. i really hope this is going to work. not like last time. and we still need to find a coach. but im not sure who.let's just put it aside frst.

ive plan with dy tomorrow. but im not sure whether its going to works or not. we are really really lack of money but tommorrow is the only day i get to enjoy my day after O's before my mum's operation this thurday. i intend to watch movie with him. but sadly, 2012 is not out yet. if movie is not possible, than maybe we will just eat dinner together or spent time together tomorrow. i am sure mum will let me go out. i really really need to go out with him. yes, its a need not a want.

i nee to go now. bye. take care. and i love my ASRI MAT !

i LOVE when you smile like that :)))))

it's 10.16pm now. i just came back from 'pasar malam' with dearest bbyboy. i was craving burger ramly so much. we meet at 7.00pm at pioneer mall and straight to the place. bought and walked towards the stadium and the light was on. potong steam orang nak makan romantic je. so than headed to my void deck and eat. after awhile we chill and mum called asking me to buy food for my sister. trouble some i know.

did i tell you that i'm going to prom night? yes, i persuade my dad like fuck cos now we are having some financial problem. and the moment  he came back home, he was nagging all the way till i ran out of house. hahha .so, i willingly withdraw some money from my bank account just to go to the prom. i told mum that i was really sad cos dy cant come, and she told me " kalu mak ade duit, mak kasi korang dua 200 pegi bayar ticket and beli baju mathcing" so thoughtful of her right. but she's lack of money. so to summarise, dy isnt coming along. i was preety sad and dissapointed but what to do, i haf to understand his situation.

tomorow i'm going to Rosniah hse cos she need my help and dy's. both of us are going to be famous.we will be acting in her clip yknow. wow! in my whole entire life this is gg to be my first time acting. i think i'll end up super kaku like how i used to model infront of my dad's collegue when im still young. damn, so embarrassing. hahaha. macam paham lah aku ni. padahal stakat satu scene je ? entah btul ke tak. hahahha. so i think i stop here la. my sister is on the way and i am supppose to clean my bedroom. ok byeeee! you want to know sumtime? i miss my bby althought we just met like half an hour before. aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !